A little hiatus...

from blogging never means anything good.

I am single (for good this time).

I am never drinking again (for good this time).

I am going to restrict until I hit 105 pounds (for good this time).

I could really use some cheering up. It's definitely been a hard couple of weeks. Hopefully I will now get a chance to start completely new, with everything. I have drained all of the toxic people from my life, and I am starting fresh. It's kind of quiet starting fresh. My phone rings less at night. It's peaceful. I am making new friends, and that makes me happy. I lost my best friend though, and I really don't know how to replace her. Well, I guess I technically cannot replace her, but I want to fill the void in my life that her friendship once filled. Maybe I'll write a book. A book can be my friend. Wow, that doesn't sound crazy at all, lol. I don't know. It's so hard. It's so hard opening up to new people. I kind of don't want to open up to new people. I've had such a dark past, and I feel like it'd be nice if they didn't know anything about that stuff. But I also feel like I SHOULD tell them because all the dark stuff that I've been through has made me the way that I am now.

Oh decisions...

I should blog more. I don't think people read my blogs anymore though, haha.

Okay, task. If you read this blog... or if you even come on my page, leave me a message below, just sayin Hi or anything. It'll just make me feel like I'm not just talking to myself here. ha

I promise less depressing blogs in the future.

Much love,
Anabelle