Hiatus

Oh, it's been pretty wild the past few days. I will not bore you with all the pithy details.

I'm just feeling rather lost lately. Started restricting again because that seems like the only thing I can control these days.

I literally had the flu for the past two weeks. It was FUCKING hell, I must say. I can't say I wasn't expecting it to happen though. I've been working myself so hard, and not resting. That's a recipe for germs and viruses to eat up. Plus, I'm a super germaphobe, so when I do get some sort of virus, my immune system is like "What the hell is this?! What do I do with this?!"

Anyways, I'm looking forward to blogging again now that my flu has diminished to just a tickly throat and a stuffy nose.

Wish me luck on restriction,
Ana :-)

well...

funny thing about small people, they get drunk real fast

its surprising how much 100 proof vodka i drankk tonight without throwing up

i like to drink

its been a bad couple of days, and i definitely needed to party to make everything go away

great thing i have to work in a couple houres

Anabelle

Sick Day...

I stayed home from school today. Felt so awful this morning. Not fun. I know that you literally have to be on your death bed to call in sick for work though. So I went to work. One of my co-workers put in her two weeks notice two weeks ago, so tomorrow is her last day. I work at a small business, and there are only 5 employees, so when someone quits, it's a huge deal.

Still feeling rather off. I do not feel the need to vomit constantly, so that's an improvement. I just feel light headed all the time.

This whole sickness thing is actually helping me get back on track to my ABC schedule. Wish me luck with that. Once I get past the second day of restrictions, it's smooth sailing from there.

Anyways, I'm exhausted. Haven't posted much lately. Work has been so incredibly frustrating lately.

Stay strong lovelies,
Anabelle

So...

Definitely didn't post anything else last night because I got off work at 11:30. Was supposed to get off at 9. Fml.

I'm getting fat.

'That time of the month' is over, so it's back to restricting. 'That time' is always getting shorter and shorter. Now it's less than 24 hours long. There's probably something wrong with me. Who knows?

Anyways, sorry for the short post, but I have to write a quick paper for English, and study for Calculus. Better post tomorrow. Oh, I got new shoes in the mail today. Neon pink Chuck Taylor's. I'm in love.

Anywho.... Love y'all.

Anabelle

Bodies

I honestly think I'm allergic to food. Not like that's a bad thing or anything. I can't not eat when I have my period. So, anyways, I've been getting super sick right after I eat or drink anything. I shouldn't be complaining because that will force me back into restricting, but I need to eat when I have my period. I get too weak and dizzy without it.

Oh, to my followers (followers sounds kind of cult-ish, don't you think?)..... I <3 you. Thanks for reading. I'm going to try to update this blog more. I've been out of town a lot lately, so I haven't gotten the chance to blog as much lately.

Anywho, I'll probably post again tonight before bed. See ya, Lovelies.

Anabelle