Oh, it definitely pays off being teacher's pet. no lies. my essays for my advanced composition class have been like 3 lines too short of the three page requirement, therefore i have no grades for them. my teacher said that if i get the revised papers to him, with 3 full pages, i can get a grade for them. ha, they'd totally be a month late, but i'm super stoked.
i had to give a speech today about how i think american idol should never get cancelled from network channels. hmm.... i've definitely never watched an episode of american idol in my life.
restrictions have been going amazingly well. cut down my calories in half, and things are going well. went exercising yesterday and am quite sore today. damn this warm weather, it's making me feel guilty for not exercising outside all winter.
off to work i must go. this great mood better last all day. ;-)
Lots of love,
anabelle
Monday, March 29, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
My. Brain. Is. Dead.
Just wrote a paper about abortion and how i think it should/shouldn't be illegal, and if women who get abortions should be criminals...
It was a rough paper because I'm so in the middle about the topic. Like, i don't like the thought of abortions, but if i accidently got pregnant when i was 15, i'd like to have that option. But then there are those girls who have 10 abortions before they turn 18 (i've seen it happen...), and that is just craay. honestly, pro-choice. I don't want some old MAN in the white house to tell me what I can and cannot do with MY body.... that's all....
about to finish up my homework. dumb idea waiting to finish my calculus at about 9am sunday night... fml....
restrictions suck.
I suck.
That is all,
Anabelle
It was a rough paper because I'm so in the middle about the topic. Like, i don't like the thought of abortions, but if i accidently got pregnant when i was 15, i'd like to have that option. But then there are those girls who have 10 abortions before they turn 18 (i've seen it happen...), and that is just craay. honestly, pro-choice. I don't want some old MAN in the white house to tell me what I can and cannot do with MY body.... that's all....
about to finish up my homework. dumb idea waiting to finish my calculus at about 9am sunday night... fml....
restrictions suck.
I suck.
That is all,
Anabelle
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Pissed off eating
I am an emotional eater. Not like the "i'm sad so i'm going to eat" type.
more like the "i'm pissed off at you, so i'm going to get pissed off at food instead"
Charles and I have been dating for a while, and our lack of planning is getting really old.
We both have crazy schedules. We both are only free 3 nights a week, so therefore we try to spend as much of that time together as possible.
Thursday, We were supposed to hang out. He ditched on me. Told me there was a concert up at the casino the next day and he had to go help set up. I'm not mad because, hey, at least he told me.
Friday, I surprise him and drive up to the casino with one of my friends to see him. We were supposed to spend the whole night together. Managed to see him for 20 minutes, then he disappeared. Then he texted me saying he'll be busy for the rest of the night.
whatever. so we drove back to town. he told me he was going to leave right after we did, and that i should come over to his house when he got back.
I WAITED FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS! Then at 1am I receive a text message saying that he'll see me next week.
Fuck that.
Clearly, I'm pissed at him now. He pretty much ditched me two nights in a row. He got ahold of me today and asked if i wanted to come over. Fuck that. I need to be pissed.
The only reason why I'm pissed off is because I literally haven't seen him in 3 WEEKS! He's pretty much been ditching me, and I'm sick of it.
I've decided that I hate men. It's official. They are clueless and dumb.
I'm going gay. It's final.
The end.
Anabelle
more like the "i'm pissed off at you, so i'm going to get pissed off at food instead"
Charles and I have been dating for a while, and our lack of planning is getting really old.
We both have crazy schedules. We both are only free 3 nights a week, so therefore we try to spend as much of that time together as possible.
Thursday, We were supposed to hang out. He ditched on me. Told me there was a concert up at the casino the next day and he had to go help set up. I'm not mad because, hey, at least he told me.
Friday, I surprise him and drive up to the casino with one of my friends to see him. We were supposed to spend the whole night together. Managed to see him for 20 minutes, then he disappeared. Then he texted me saying he'll be busy for the rest of the night.
whatever. so we drove back to town. he told me he was going to leave right after we did, and that i should come over to his house when he got back.
I WAITED FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS! Then at 1am I receive a text message saying that he'll see me next week.
Fuck that.
Clearly, I'm pissed at him now. He pretty much ditched me two nights in a row. He got ahold of me today and asked if i wanted to come over. Fuck that. I need to be pissed.
The only reason why I'm pissed off is because I literally haven't seen him in 3 WEEKS! He's pretty much been ditching me, and I'm sick of it.
I've decided that I hate men. It's official. They are clueless and dumb.
I'm going gay. It's final.
The end.
Anabelle
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Finally...
on the road to closer to where I want to be. I've been stuck at a stand still on my weight losing.
Finally back under 120lbs. 117 right now. It's about damn time! ugh
It's nice. It's nice to know that I'm taking some progress.
I will not give up until I can fit into my skinny skinny jeans again. I don't want all that money wasted.
Anyways, I'm so incredibly tired, so I think it is time to go to bed.
Love, Anabelle.
P.S: Charles is my boyfriend now. It's official. haha, that sounded so junior high-ish...
Finally back under 120lbs. 117 right now. It's about damn time! ugh
It's nice. It's nice to know that I'm taking some progress.
I will not give up until I can fit into my skinny skinny jeans again. I don't want all that money wasted.
Anyways, I'm so incredibly tired, so I think it is time to go to bed.
Love, Anabelle.
P.S: Charles is my boyfriend now. It's official. haha, that sounded so junior high-ish...
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Tired
It's spring break.
I failed to make plans for tonight.
I believe it's time to watch some sort of movie.
I'm tired.
It's Monday tomorrow.
FML.
Love, Anabelle
I failed to make plans for tonight.
I believe it's time to watch some sort of movie.
I'm tired.
It's Monday tomorrow.
FML.
Love, Anabelle
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Mexican Food=My Vice
Mexican food+sexy employees=HEAVEN
Today was intense. Restrictions begin again tomorrow. I stuffed so much food into my stomach, it's unbelievable. Truly unbelievable.
I looked in the mirror the other day, and I realized what everyone else sees. I used to be in really good shape, and both men and women used to be super attracted to my body. Then I completely changed my look so I would never show off my body. Anyways, I was wearing a tank top and fairly short shorts the other day, and I looked in the mirror. I said to myself "holy hell..."
I thought to myself, why the hell am I doing this to my body?
Then today rolled around, and I quickly shook all those feelings away.
I'll blog more tomorrow :-)
Love, Anabelle
ps: my face is less tomato colored!
Today was intense. Restrictions begin again tomorrow. I stuffed so much food into my stomach, it's unbelievable. Truly unbelievable.
I looked in the mirror the other day, and I realized what everyone else sees. I used to be in really good shape, and both men and women used to be super attracted to my body. Then I completely changed my look so I would never show off my body. Anyways, I was wearing a tank top and fairly short shorts the other day, and I looked in the mirror. I said to myself "holy hell..."
I thought to myself, why the hell am I doing this to my body?
Then today rolled around, and I quickly shook all those feelings away.
I'll blog more tomorrow :-)
Love, Anabelle
ps: my face is less tomato colored!
Friday, March 5, 2010
So... Updates
This week has been brilliant. Spring break has finally begun, so I'm rather lost as to what I'm going to do with my time. Leaving town is impossible because I still have to work. bleh,...
Restrictions have been WONDERFUL thus far this week. No joke. Life is good...
Until yesterday...
I am not sure what happened, uh, but I'm apparently allergic to something because my face got pretty red and swollen. So, clearly, I've been cooped up in the house for the past 2 days. My family is in town this weekend, so we are all going to a new restaurant in town.
Not too keen on the idea on going there because they are known for giving huge portions of food, and my family is, well, huge. Therefore, I must prove my food eating abilities when I see them.
It's only one day. Half a day. It'll be fine. Restrictions will begin again Sunday.
Mantra for tomorrow: It'll be okay.
I'm so bummed out that I had to stay home tonight. It's a Friday night, I'm a college student, I should be partying. I thought "Well, I could just drink here..." Then I realized that nothing screams alcoholic more than drinking alone in this room...
Wish me a normal colored face for tomorrow! :-)
Stay strong, Lovelies
Anabelle :-)
Restrictions have been WONDERFUL thus far this week. No joke. Life is good...
Until yesterday...
I am not sure what happened, uh, but I'm apparently allergic to something because my face got pretty red and swollen. So, clearly, I've been cooped up in the house for the past 2 days. My family is in town this weekend, so we are all going to a new restaurant in town.
Not too keen on the idea on going there because they are known for giving huge portions of food, and my family is, well, huge. Therefore, I must prove my food eating abilities when I see them.
It's only one day. Half a day. It'll be fine. Restrictions will begin again Sunday.
Mantra for tomorrow: It'll be okay.
I'm so bummed out that I had to stay home tonight. It's a Friday night, I'm a college student, I should be partying. I thought "Well, I could just drink here..." Then I realized that nothing screams alcoholic more than drinking alone in this room...
Wish me a normal colored face for tomorrow! :-)
Stay strong, Lovelies
Anabelle :-)
Monday, March 1, 2010
Not so healthy lately
I'm getting fat, I can see it.
I've been swaying from flu to healthy for the past few days.
Let's blame all these problems on food, shall we? I think that's a good idea
Anywho, I have to head to work. One of these days I'll post something of actual substance
Love, Anabelle
I've been swaying from flu to healthy for the past few days.
Let's blame all these problems on food, shall we? I think that's a good idea
Anywho, I have to head to work. One of these days I'll post something of actual substance
Love, Anabelle
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