Pissed off eating

I am an emotional eater. Not like the "i'm sad so i'm going to eat" type.

more like the "i'm pissed off at you, so i'm going to get pissed off at food instead"

Charles and I have been dating for a while, and our lack of planning is getting really old.

We both have crazy schedules. We both are only free 3 nights a week, so therefore we try to spend as much of that time together as possible.

Thursday, We were supposed to hang out. He ditched on me. Told me there was a concert up at the casino the next day and he had to go help set up. I'm not mad because, hey, at least he told me.

Friday, I surprise him and drive up to the casino with one of my friends to see him. We were supposed to spend the whole night together. Managed to see him for 20 minutes, then he disappeared. Then he texted me saying he'll be busy for the rest of the night.

whatever. so we drove back to town. he told me he was going to leave right after we did, and that i should come over to his house when he got back.

I WAITED FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS! Then at 1am I receive a text message saying that he'll see me next week.

Fuck that.

Clearly, I'm pissed at him now. He pretty much ditched me two nights in a row. He got ahold of me today and asked if i wanted to come over. Fuck that. I need to be pissed.

The only reason why I'm pissed off is because I literally haven't seen him in 3 WEEKS! He's pretty much been ditching me, and I'm sick of it.

I've decided that I hate men. It's official. They are clueless and dumb.

I'm going gay. It's final.

The end.

Anabelle